Blogging is making me crazy (er).

I find myself checking for comments, way too often. I find myself checking other blogs and their comments way too often.

I find myself wanting to respond to subjects I don't really care all that much about, while taking so long to respond to subjects I do care about that I never get around to posting.

I find myself friendly with people I don't even know, who might not even like me and might be disappointed in me, and vice versa.

I find that people who meet me or know me are less likely to read my blog than people I haven't met, and people who might live far away.

I find there is always a danger that I'll not say things I want to say, and say things I don't want to say.

I find that honest is most interesting, but because I don't know who's reading, I have to be careful.

I find that most everyone else is anonymous and I'm right there, name and all.

I find that brevity is the soul of wit, but am constantly tempted to pontificate.

I find I start the day with nothing to blog about, and end the day restraining myself to no more than 3 entries.

I find I want to constantly go back and change my posts.

I find, for some reason, I don't used swear words much. Though in real life, even in my store, I can get pretty blue.

I find this "I find" structure clunky.

I find the stuff I know, that I think everyone knows, is sometimes the stuff everyone else is interested in, and stuff I just discovered is old news to everyone else.

I find most blogs pretty uninteresting, yet somehow expect people to read mine.

I find I think most people blog, when lots of people don't even know what a blog is.

I find myself making endless and pointless lists that I could probably carrying on forever.